Feelings unfriendly

Do you simply understand; even though nothing has been said...
Have you ever listened to it; though deadly silence was laid. Well here i scribbled something when such unfriendly feels encountered. Yeah with little uneasiness yet ease on some acquisitions....

But yeah in the process i left questions for self...some very genuine, some very wacky, some which cant ever be answered also with few already answered and apparent....

Feeling so unfriendly
Scratching it widely

Words overwells
But still keeps you dwells

Silence encountered
Conversing battled

Why such anonymity
Or its just insanity

Alien forces working
Am I dripping or sinking

Longing for some ease
Emotions don’t want to cease

I am understanding someone
But at the cost of me the one

Sought out self

Sought out my self
It said nothing

Don’t bug with perceptions
And lacking in anything

Reasons and compassions
All having hidden meanings

Disappointment prevails
Guess got to be unforgiving
Once again

Oh the non-thinker
The conformist
There is all the same
My gosh, these is all to blame

Something is growing in my mind
Am I being a product of society?
What all I eyed
Is false democracy
Subtle controls posing as diplomacy

Distance to plan
Right from wrong
Them from me
Entertainment to self realization
Amusement to own incite

I am relaxed on a thought
How can you find
Something you have never lost ;-)

Realism of Failure, Romance of Success

The power of emotions

And the anger of silence

The hopes that tomorrow,

Will be so much brighter

Why is it so hard?

Why can't I win this game of imperfection?

It may seem awfully silly,

But I needed that nonetheless.

Later I Found,
Failure is an option, Success is an adoption

Failure puts you down in despair.

Success sends you soaring among the clouds.
Therefore, I look at myself and wonder,

Am I a success or failure.

May be I am a bit of both.

Whichever way the hammer falls

Only I can decide.

The excitement of learning all that is new

The blood hurdling things I may do

The breath taking scenary that I may embrace,

These are the things I never want to erase.

There was awaiting Realism of Failure
And on discovery I got Romance of Success

Intimate Affair of Words

Uncovering Ideas flooded with thoughts
As if nothing is important but this

Lost in the conversations
Dripping with and sinking into words

Talks were about the whole and not just parts
Making senses of substance just not seen

Recognizing everything I wanted to discover
I wonder why at times I wasn’t able to word it

Surpassing every season and reason alive
Discovered there is an awaiting accountability to begin

Studying the lines within my hands
Resetting the stuffs that make me feel sensations around

Yeah, something is letting me perform for myself
And here I am knitting those words of wisdom

There is a setting of noisy river
In the serene ocean

Implicit Trust

Getting out of no where

Making sense of nothingness
I sit and swing and

Breath in,

Breath out,

And ignore the wild wind as best I can.

Thoughts far from their demise,

Memories teared into a cup
But won't surrender to my loneliness So quickly.

Let it cut more deep.

Let it ferment and season me

Something is missing within

Which has made my eyes so soft,

My voice So tender

Oh, my need of God Absolutely Clear.